I have not been on here for almost more than a month maybe? I dunno but it’s been a long time..
I landed a job and a few boys but I turned them down. The job? I kept because I need the money and the experience & what not. The boys? I decided not to keep just because I want to be the one to choose. All these boys are choosing me and I’m tired of it. For now at least. And right now i honestly feel I’m too young still! I’m not trying to get married to anyone right now. I still have my whole life ahead of me and I need my freedom.
Ever since school ended, which has only been a week, I’ve been busier than ever. So many life changes going on right now and I couldn’t be anymore happier. I found someone new to share this happiness with me. Well he’s not really “new” since he’s always been there and we’ve been in this type of relationship before. I also landed a job at a high end retail store and I couldn’t be more excited even though I’ve heard that retail is a real bitch. Hopefully I can stomp on that stereotype. Before I actually start working I’m keeping busy with the renovations being done at my new house and being a babysitter of three utterly wild and crazy yet precious and adorable beyond belief little girls.
I’ve lost some people along the way but thankfully for me I don’t grieve for too long because as it turns out to be, not everyone you lose is a loss. I don’t need no type of coward in my life, what I need I’ve already got and I couldn’t be any happier.
Stay positive and real.